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Alcanzar by Nadiezda Alcanzar :iconnadiezda:Nadiezda 757 30
Literature
The Difference in Reality
Reality is
as reality does.
Who is to say reality is the same
or different
or anything but completely subjective and random.
I made you
built you up to be something majestic
      someone worth loving.
So when you turned out to be something I hadn't thought you to be
I crashed
and realized what I perceived to be true
was only a figment of my overactive
desperate imagination
          and now I miss someone who had never existed.
Perhaps being human means we will always let ourselves down more than others ever could.
Perhaps it means our personal realities will always lead to disappointment.
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Literature
You Want The Truth?
we attempt to hide behind pretty words
and cover up with simple stories
but it's hardly seen
that someone say the truth
letting it flow out strong
a river that carries a truth yet accepted
the thing is,
two simple words;
same love
has given to others such a harmful scene
hatred has spread
riots were thrown
and relationships torn
but why?
nothing changed
people are the same
after all
we're human...
we share emotions,
the feeling of shy love
that blossoms into something more
and moments,
that lingering hug
and the first goodnight kiss
and memories,
heartaches and pains
and mistakes we've made
yet many stand and say
"Phase"
yet I'm in love with a girl
and to me
her smile makes my day brighter
her laugh lightens my heart
her eyes catch mine
and my heart flutters
her words fill my beings
and her touch lights me on fire
so, pray tell
what makes my love a phase
some stand and say it's a choice,
but I didn't walk past her
and out of a crowd of people
point my finger
and say
that one, I choose
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Open The Gates
Open the gate
But enter at risk
If you lose
Then you won't be able to quit
Do not stray
You will get lost
If you do
Then you won't find the way
Open the gate
But enter at risk
I got lost
And now I wish I could quit
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Literature
My version of Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's so many things I wish I didn't do
But I'm always learning
I don't know why I did those things before
So I want to say to you right now
That I just need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I never want to leave you
You're something I could never bear to lose
For that now I'll try my hardest
So I can always stay with you
And be the one who wipes and dries your tears
So I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
The reason is you
It'll always be you
My reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
There's so many things I wish I didn't do
But I'm always learning
I don't know why I did those things before
So I want to say to you right now
That I just need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I finally have the reason
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Literature
The Fear
This feeling isn't normal
My heart beats so fast it may push its way through the rib cage; the skin
I can't express the way you make me feel
Shattered glass rips through my heart
The feeling of your touch ever so lightly against my skin sends chills down my spine
I couldn't imagine life without you
I'm nothing without you
I am speechless when you're around
It's not normal
I'm insane
I can't sleep at night with your face in my thoughts
I toss and turn all night needing your presence
Even if the only thing I can feel is pain, it's better than feeling nothing at all
I couldn't imagine life without you
I'm nothing without you
My love,
I feel as though you will never know
The walls are falling in on my emotions
I'm losing breathing space
I'm suffocating
Your love is the only thing that will save me,
My love
I couldn't imagine life without you
I'm nothing without you
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Monsters Under Our Beds
I said goodbye to the monsters living under my bed
long before you could even admit you had any.
Denial is/was/will always be your best friend
because it's easier to pretend something isn't there
than face those demons sitting on your shoulders
suffocating you under the weight of our failing humanity.
But you can't hide forever
and when you finally open your eyes to all you have been rejecting
I fear all the disappointment and fear
will crush you
collapse your lungs and keep you from breathing
throw you into a permanent state of shock;
it will be something you will never
recover from
something that will tear you apart completely,
that moment in time when you finally have to face
those truths you've been withholding.
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Monster
Monster
There is something I always find
Coming back from behind.
I always think it's under my bed,
Or is it just an imagination from my head?
I finally saw him coming near
I was shaking with great fear
The great monster was looming over me,
And it was really scary!
Though, he did not pounce,
And had something to announce.
He said he wanted me to have a chance,
To go to the mirror to have a glance.
To see that the monster was not he,
But the real monster, was me.
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Literature
Strong for too long
You sit and take it all
Silently begging your wall
"Please don't crumble here!"
And as you vear
You avoid them at all cost
sitting down in the moss, so soft
You sit numb
Twiddling your thumbs
Then down comes your wall
And the tears fall
And you let them flow
For as long as they go
For you have been strong
For far too long
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Literature
World's End
I stare into the sky
the starry night sky
its now stained red
and i have to ask myself why
then i realize
then i know.
I look around
my world is dying
my world is waning
The people charged with its defense
turned into its disease
the powers of the world
burnt the flowers in the world
they traded it all
forest and animal
for smoke stacks and steel
Welcome to the world's end
welcome to our inevitable climax
death reigns over all
i cant help but be appalled
welcome to the world's end
the sum of all our greed
a monument to all our sins
we thought ourselves free
we thought ourselves gods
we should have known better
for we are weak
and gods must be strong.
Welcome tot he world's end
our own suicide
the self inflicted human genocide
Welcome to our world's end.
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Literature
Withering Roses
As I walk along the crooked path
My hands lightly brush the growth
By my hands the vivid colors fade to black
The flowers wither
Life, dies
I twist and turn
Trying to find a way to bring life into the garden
But no matter what food I give
The water I gave
Everything died around me
With a scream I fall
Poisoning the ground when hands make contact
Destroying the Earth
"I don't mean it...Please let it stop"
But the plea falls on death ears
A sacrifice must be made
Then everything will be fine
Blood will flow from my body
I must pay the price
Because I caused all this suffering
So I must bring it back to life...
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It's My Ball.:Your Red Dress:.
What a wonderful shade of red you're wearing
As you stride right past me, your dress shimmering in your wake
Your eyes pass over me, then look forward again
My head turned down, I watch you walk away
I always see you in red.
You always see me in blue.
At first the world was purple
Now it's monochrome.
Everyone glances up when you shout your arrival
They nod a hello, you grin a goodbye
My fist clenches and I walk in after you
Silent warrior, her battlefield.
You walk out there, showing off that red dress
You talk loud, commanding your false set stage
Swirling around, demanding all eyes on you
Leaving everyone behind you in your red dresses wake.
I always see you in red.
You always see me in blue.
At first the world was purple.
Now it's monochrome.
My mind hazes over as I watch you
I remember back to a purple day
I introduced you to lime green
I glance up and see her with you.
You two remain close
After I was pushed away
I'm curious as to: does she know?
About the day the colors washed o
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Dying Heart
Do you see a smile on my face?
You do?
Well let me tell you something,
Just like your love for me, this smile is false.
Similar to your gentle words
that you whisper to me everytime you stand over me
claiming it to be love
when to me it feels like rape.
Do you see this beating heart?
It is actually breaking,
dying,
turning cold.
All because you spread lies and corrupted my mind and body
just so you can have your way
and feel like a stronger person.
But you are not a stronger person.
You are a manipulator,
a liar,
and a thief.
My life is ruined,
my soul discarded to the darkness.
All that is left is a breaking,
blackening heart,
that no one will take.
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Sauny Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student General Artist
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Thanks so much for the recent fave! :heart:
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your welcome I liked it alot ery deep and beautiful
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